Sunday, April 30, 2006
haish.. long tym neva post liao.. partly cos no tym..
and xams are round the corner..
plus.. im kinda troubled by sum prob tat i dunno how to describe?
im not sure of hu i like nw.. how?
sum1 told miie tat.. there is diff in "infatuation", "like" and "eye-candies"
so.. which one of this does he.he&he belong to?
i really dunno.. in vry confused.. sigh~
yet no one can realli tel miie wad to do..
the same person told mii to mak my presence known.. how?
wen i dun even noe them n they don even noe miie?
initiative realli don belong to the boys nw.. izat?
but it wuld seem like i vry despo.. and if they don like despo type. i ruined my chance..
haix. sad.
but i tot the bez now is not to think bot this stuff.. and im TRYING to..
nvm la. i don nid to noe them. i jus.. jus admire them frm far can liao..
tat wil do. and u cannot say i betrayed whueva..
as he oso din contact miie fer vry Vry VRY long le..
i oso think.. we gona split le.. nvm..
i sumtimes jus wished i culd b like sharmane..
so naive. so innocent. so pure.
to not get tangled by THIS kind of prob which u certainly DO NOT wanna invite..
i'll jus ADMIRE..
ADORE..
and..
probably..
FERGET..
feel the beat. [10:53 PM]
