*OUCH*

my tooth/teeth hurts!!! i jus got it extracted today!!

argh! so painful la.. i had 5 jabs!!!

the 1st wan was nt tat painful(the pink wan)

the 2nd wan was bitter n painful!(the green wan jus like sulphur powder)

i was like clutching the nurse's hand so TIGHTLY !

i suddenly becam very spastic la..

my whole legs were wobbly and jelly-ish... i felt so terrible la..

after the 2nd jab.. i was told to relax at one corner..

after a few mins.. my lips felt like marshmallow la... i tried squeezing n pressin it..

hehe.. den i tried tokin to the machine.. HAHA.. im jus so crazziiee..

after tat i went to PP.. mummy bought mi 3 cakes..

chocolate truffle, chocolate moose, tiramisu,,

dam nice la.. tho i haven taste yet..

ouchouchouch.. its hurting so much tat i wana faint..

yet im so kind to cal justin.. =X

to discuss bot chalet..

i swear i will nvr extract anything frm my mouth again!!! nvr!!

argh! so pain!!

i go eat medicine.. cya till den..

i jus realised tat class committee training is soooooo boriingg..

ergh.. its so stupid la.. egg becum chick hen.. so stupid la..

i think the oni gd part of the training is..

to find out tat im a "S"

heh heh.. not an ass.. buT "S".. =DD

i totally agree la.. but besides "S".. i stil got "I" and "C"

which is gd.. no "D"s.. gd gd.. "D" id those got big big ego n like to b leader wan..

justin and qixiang both "I"s.. all the entertainer n jokers =PP

their greatest fear is rejection.. HAHAHHA.. i laugh!

n mine is loss of security.. n i cant live wothour frenz tat kind..

n im gd at reconciling conflicts eh.. heh.. MS WORLD PEACE, i wan peace..

tho ppl don like.. ohh well.. nvm..

den tis justin keep laughin n laughin.. crazziie la.. i the oni gal summore.. so sianx..

i heard frm a gal.. vivian frm 1f.. tat alot of ppl think tat i like taydore n mi n him very compatible..

when she tel mi i was like.. HUH?

so much shit.. den i go say all the bad stuff bot him.. my eyes sure gt prob if i like him la pls.. eeekk!!

i oso realise she like mickey mouse. haha.. huimin.. gott ppl fite wif u ah.. =PP

overall the thingie so sian.. lucky stil got frenz like meryl n shirin.. or i'll die..

i mean it.. durin break i met asha.. i so happaye la!!

its like she my bestest fren in the world liddat!! haha.. yo asha rox on!

im crappin liao.. oh ya! i suddenly rmb..

justin n the qixian.. keep "woo-ing" [its a sound]

its the hard gay thingie tat they watched.. i oso got watch la..

jus tat i don find it as nteresting as they do la..

overall.. the training was borin..

sianz.. i culd haf been in ariel hse doin the jazz a healthy life proj instead of this thingie..

ok.. ****** cal mi liao..bye=pp

im beginning to think tat this life of mine sucks.

or mayb it as alwaes been.

its nt as if i don care bot my studies rite?

if not i wont b reading control shift this whole bloody afternoon

wen.. wen i can do lotsa stuff like.. online and blah blah..

HUH??? RITE? I CAN DO TAT RITE?

y did i chose to study den?

u keep saying [in cheena]

you r frm the lousiest class la, stil wana blame ur teachers..

results so lan stil wana play. go study la. so arrogant..

c'mon la. i noe my results tis tym round is NOT very excellent la..

but don u dare insult my class can?

i noe tat my results sucks tis tym round.

cant u see im trying to do my bez nw?

oh yea. tats cos u r sleeping like a pig.

sry la. too bad la.

so wad la pls.

so screwed up la.. im trying my bez nw la..

if nt why i promise mr ngoi??

huh? its holidays nw leh!!

and im stil stuck in my room studying!!

u insulting mi n my class..

ur main intention is to mak mi study!

hullo.. i noe??

but haff u ever thot tat tat wuld lead to reverse effect??

probably.. on my b-day wich is drawing soon..

i WOULD STILL B STUDYING!

c'mon!!!

i admit i nvr study fer previous exams la..

i oso noe tat the main reason is..

im too tempted to use the com.. and the tv of cos..

i wish i can tel u this..

but everytym i start u push mi away..

wad the hell...

com to ilivemyway.blogspot.com and read tis post

cos this post is dedicated to YOU frm ur beloved daughter..

it may b jus a moment of impluse im writing tis la..

i'll apologise later if i think im in the wrong..

ok? daddy can understand me far way beta than u do..

i noe my grades.. they are slipping..

u think i DON realise tat?

NO! i do!

tats y im tryin to recap wad ive learnt and start frm the scratch again..

i noe my eng i lousy.. not good.. a C6.. merely passed..

but there's no nid to call fer a execution rite??

its like..

wad the hell man?

long post ahead =]

overall, its quite an exhuasting day today..
i woke up at 5.55am..
do the necessary stuff..
blah blah..
as i din noe whr is the SRC..
i took a cab.. tats wad i alwaes do.. =X
actually.. i tied my fringed up wid colourful rubberbands.. 4.. 4 bands..
it look quite awful.. im so lucky n happy tat the oni person hu saw was olivia..
she was oso the wan hu help mi snip off the bands..heh heh..

ok. fast-forward.

nt too long after warm-up
the first match began
ruthford played first (boonmay, cheryl,brigdet tat team)
the announcer dam wad la. pronouce the name til so nan ting..
"root-te-ford" -.-ll
"di-vin-cai" -.-lllll
ergh..
our first match was wid.. SGS, peirreson, RGS, tanglin, CHIJ
CHIJ tat match dam shoik la.
its a walk over
they din turn up so we won without doin anything =DD
at the last min of tanglin tat match.. olivia shot frm far range.. dam nice la. =DD
mr teh was like.. "waaaa"
overall.. we won 2 lost 3 jus like ruthford.
its not realli a very big acheivement.. culd haff done beta..
in between matches.. i can alwaes hear the announcer say crap, like..
"the cubicle is on my rite, but bear in mind, don do it ANYWHERE,ANYTIME.
"i see alot of jerseys ah.. green la, maroon la, white la, orange la, it brigtens up my day! oh yea. okok.. stil got black."

so wad rite.. but shes funny..

after all matches fer C division was over..
a few of us went to buy sum snacks to consume.... blah blah..... dots... n more dots..

FAST-FORWARD-----

mi, BM, cheryl, fang ning, huimin & olivia went to bugis
wen we walk into the mall.. got a shop sell STRIKING orange bag..
huimin: boonmay, STRIKING
boonmay: whr? whr?? oh ya.. striking, eh.. how much ah? i wan buy!
BM-SALESMAN:xcuse mi, how $$$ ah?
salesman: $100+
BM:go go go.. go go go..
den we rush into the toiliet.. HAHAHAHa.. FUNNY RITE..
we spent abt 20 min in the toiliet combing hair, changing out of t-shirts..

den we went to the neoprint shop.
we walk paz the wallet shop.. as usual i went crazziie..
i saw 2 wallets tat i like alot la..$29
but i not enuf $$$, thurs den buy =pp
we went tak neoprints after dat.. blah blah..

after dat.. huimin n olivia left, e rest of us went to KFC fer lunch.
den BM brought mi to the shop which sells watches.
u noe.. all those.. STRIKING wan.. =DD
BM wan was lime green i bought orangie..

fang ning went to buy lunch fer her father
as it was late. mi n cheryl departed
we took MRT home..
wen i wana tap my ez-link card..
it din wrk, i was like SO SHOCKED.. i jus top up oni.. cheryl cross le..
we were like opposite each other.. staring.. how how how?
den i went to ask the dunno hu there..
miraclously it wrk le..

we abroad the train.. blah blah..
i was happily adjusting my watch when cheryl said..
C: eileen, i think we in wrong train eh!
me: wad? cheryl, u don scare mi!
C: reall!! *stand up check the board*really!!! really wrong!!
me: OMG! *left the train*

we were in tanjong pagar, imagine if we continue travelling in tat train,
it wil go all the way to BOON LAY! heng la!
den we wait fer the rite train
we almost went into the wron train again.. cheryl keep scaring mi la..
she stil say she like the tone of my voice wen in so shocked.. nuaghty cheryl..=pp

i went hm.. i slept slept til nw.. dats y im oni posting at tis tym.. heh heh..

i cant wait fer mon.. and thurs..
im getting my mew fone on mon, thurs.. im buying tat wallet!!! =DD
cya til den!

astrid, strangled by sharmane.. ke lian


MIIE ASTRID SHARMANE MICHELLE.. POSING.. OBVIOUSLY.. =DD

IM GETTING A NEW FONE..
probably is n80.. yippee!!!
heh heh..
im returning to skul tmr.. YAY!
i get to see all my dearies AGAIN..
hahax..
tm oso getting our results bak.. kinda nervous..
oh well.. nvm.. as long i get to see a.a.h.e.m.s.. IM HAPPAYE.. =DD

haix.. sad.. i put on ALOT of WEIGHT liao.. its oni like 4 days of holi after exams..
and i put on 4kg! ARGH!! die die die..
still got netball training tmr... i COMFIRM look like a hippo running..
haix.. i shld go fer dieting liao.. aRGH! heh heh..
i keep eating tidbits.. die liao la..
sigh~ i need sum1 to remind to NOT eat too much..!!!!!
otherwise.. i will become ah PUI..
haix..
Haix..
HAIX..
wad to do?!?!?
I DON WANNA BECOME A BIG FAT PIG TAT GOES OINK OINK!!!!!!!!
=DD

DEARIES-----

#1HUIMIN
#2MICHELLE
#3ASTRID
#4ARIEL
#5SHARMANE
#6BOONMAY
#7OLIVIA
#8WEILIN
#9VENESSA
#10TOM?


=PP everyone is as dear to miie larhx

FINALLY.. exams are ova.. which is a gd thing..
actually today suppose to go bugis wid A.A.H.E.M.S wan but daddy and mummy don allow..
sad case.. i cried la pls..
i thot i was the oni wan tat culd nt mak it.. yet, all culd nt mak it except fer astrid..
cos she nid to go buy MAMA's mother's day prezzie..
initially.. i wanted to go GMS lib buy bubble tea n taiwan hotdog.. den tat HUIMIN lazy to go wid miie.. HMPH!
so i went to the haig rd market buy bubble tea..
still gotta treat her wen she don wanna walk miie hm.. HMPH =PP
haix.. im sad.. cos i jus found out alot of secrets..
bad-mouthing. gossips. quarrels. disagreement. biatch. retard boy. bimbotic. self-centered. BHB.
sad.. we promised to NOT gossip le la.. still continuing saying shit..
VERY HARD TO MANTAIN WORLD PEACE MEH??
haix.. class peace oso cannot liao stil wanna say world peace.. KANASAI la..
den.. now we all like so wad la..
tis wan KOU SHI XIN FEI.. the other one offended...
so stupid!!! y liddat!!!
haix.. i shall be holy and nt comment anything more!

im online la.. bored..
i was reading colin and kero's gay-ish blog..
now.. not anymore..
i like my MSN nick la.. so nice..
"BRR.. i feel cold.. not my skin.. but mmy heart.. u din bothered to turn back.. i den realised.. i hate you.. IGNORED ; i don feel GOOD at all,"
nice rite?
i noe ariel can cum up wid beta ones.. but fer miie.. i'll jus stick to tis =DD
today.. not goin fer tuition.. cos uncle bernard sick or dunno wad la..
but sad to say... got home tuition.. den after tat.. go bedok reservoir.. shop shop shop..
heh heh. i think mummy goin out fer mahjhong oso... YIPPEE-YAY!
mean rite.. nvm.. i like it.. heh heh.. jk jk..
today.. after xams.. mr ngoi keep us bak don let us go home..
i almost din make it..
to see the "NK"
haiyo.. i don like him la.. always keep us bakk..
haish.. sci still ok ok la.. i waitin fer maths paper.. im scared la.. honestly..
if i don do well dunno mummy will scold ma..
i shld haf worked harder la.. nvm.. la...
im BORED...
5PM got tuition!!
LA-LA-LA-LA~
im speakin sai..
=DD

I long tym neva post liao.. well not really vry long la XD..
i jus finish tuition and dinner.. daddy bought food back.. it was "nice" la..
in order nt to mak him feel hurt.. i ate lotsa..
think my kindness wil soon turn to tons of FATS.. heh heh
okiie.. few things to comment..

CHEENA PAPER 1*

okiie la.. tis tym i wrote crap.. partly.. okiie.. got reasoning la..
first of all ah.. tat day got 2 PAPER..
eng paper 2 and cheena paper 1..
i spent 90% of my brain cell on eng..
10% on cheena.. im gona do badly..
but at least i noe i did well fer summary.. yea..
but my cheena.. haish.. guess mummy gotta b disappointed fer the 1st tym..
=PP.. but i don care la.. let huimin be top in cheena tis tym.. i catch wid her sum other tyms..

LITERATURE*

today.. haha!!
i write till my hand *SHAKE*
it gt to b long or u wont get 5 mrks..
i think i fared quite ok la..
well at 1st i thot i wuld sure flunk la.. but seems now. i wont la..
oh ya.. and ariel kinda scoldded miie fer not studying.. its not i din la.. its i dunno the format of it la..
otherwise u think i wont study meh??
haish.. nvm..

FIRST STUDY GRP IN LIBRARY*

tis is fun.. miie.. astrid. mich.sharmane.huimin..
went to the library and STUDIED.. as in really study..
heh heh
shocked?
nt really rite. cos.. we are guai kia rite?
hehe..
tmr sci.. dunno how la.. hist and cheena hopeless le la.. later mux go study liao.. okiie.. tats it fer now


*oh ya! i kena addicted to the word, "kana sai"
so kana sai la.. =PP

MALU-NESS*

today was such a meaningful day.. well kinda..
i'll start off rite in the morning in skul..
i WASNT aware tat there was a paragraph in the pink slip of paper tat told us the xams date and tat..
we culd go home straightaway after the exam..
then i look tat table.. the xam end at around 9 plus which is our recess tym..
so i thot we jus nid to bring bks fer the period after the reces..
so i brought my BIG bag.. containing.. geo, hist,cheena and notebks..
den wen i reach skul... near the corridor outside out class.. i saw taydore..
lookin at miie in a weird way..
i was kinda wonderin y and he was carrying his billabong bag (the one tat he took fer band performance XD)
EVERYONES CARRYING SMALL BAG..
den wen i see astrid.mich and weilin carrying small bag.. i wad like *jaws dropped*
clarissa tat mean old thing as usual. said "huh?u dunno??"
mak miie feel so malu la.. haix..

HIST EXAM*

honestly.. my opinion of this paper..
is tat..
it FREAKED Miie out?!?!
its so difficult.. well not tat..
but theres standard.. argh
it requires alot of memory skill la..
obviously askin fer the obvious.. i din realli memorise it.
as the MDM ONG said tat "the most imp is the SOURCE-BASED QUESTIONS"
so wad la. den suddenly got one SECTION D popped up.. wid 45 MARKS..
tats crazziiee... la...
she din even mention bot tat la.. pluezz..
mama & papa finds out.. I'LL BE SO DEAD..

ASTRID AND THE TEMPTING SWT*

kayy.. tis is a hilarious topic..
after skul.. i needa go collect my student pass..
i went to the office..
den this auntie greet us.. obvious wan us to greet her..
btw.. i went in wid astrid..
then the lady was lookin at astrid, and said "heyy lady.. if u wan the swt.. tak it"
she then said.. astrid was lookin at the swt since she was outside..
den astrid broke into laughter.. im weird u noe.. ppl laugh i wil oso laugh like siao..
see.. astrid so cute.. not ACT CUTE.. =DD

KFC*

aastrid,sharmane,ariel,mich,huimin and miie went kfc
we had kfc again.. im kinda tired of it la as alrdy eat fer how many times le?
but nvm.. CP close.. or i wuld haf ate tat tat.. MEE!
argh!
i order 2 piece chicken set.. blah blah..
today the partner thing so nice la.. think its beta liddat,, si no pang-sei-ing..
yea.. den we.. dunno how..
tok bot masturbate and shou yin..
so fuunny la.. ots cos of the TEENS magazine la..
this person go say haf masturbate more than 3 tyms a day.. till it swell n bleeds
den we were saying how disgusting it was.. till elbert came n gv us his "courtousy frm indo"
den ariel said.. "courtousy frm my ass"
heh heh.. so funny la..
we threw it bak to him..
den ricky same.. gv us the popcorn box.. obviously got nth la.
still so clever to put one popcorn chicken outside.. make it look so real..
but we arent stupid =PP
den we proceeded to the bus stop outside later.. b4 tat ariel and mich tokin bot "lao gong"la
ariel took the opposite bus den we took 76 to huimin's sims view =DD

CURFEW AT LEE HUIMIN HSE*

okiie.. im gona speed thru this..
we din really study.. *shhh*
we spent most of the tym blabbering nonsense..
location:swimming pool's table..
we bought tah tarik la.. lemon tea la..
then it spilled on our table including huimin's discman..
she wasnt really vry angry..
jus upset?
yea..
den it started to drizzle..
we rushed to sing post and eat..
den we went to the jewel shop..
mi n mich bought 1 pair of long eariing.. mine longer..
den miie astrid bought 2 small wan.. 1 purple the other pink..
den we decided to put pink on the rite.. purple on the left tmr..
hehe.. but astrid jus told miie she put purple on rite.. so nvm!
as i haf tuition at 5.. i departed.. i guess they had lotsa fun wid sharmane later on.. =((
AND HUIMIN DAD STIL GOT BAD IMPRESSION OF MIIE..
how can tat be?
haish.. den i had tuition.. dinner.. nw.. POSTING =((

AH! speaking of this.. i got this blog my tuition teaccher said it was bot this 2 boys gay?
the website is.. www.colinandkero.blogspot.com..
think will link it later.. heh heh..
mother's arriving.. i kinda wanna get.. roses fer mama.. and mak her a card..
i so nice to her.. yet.. she now nagging at miie!!!

okkk.. im leaving.. TA-TA~ =DD

haish.. im seriously vry confused.. how??
i jus cannot sort tis thing out in a mature way?
haish.. and today so malu..
cos.. u noe.. got one day i go look at ppl's frenster rite.. den i came into rico's profile..
i thot he is the one tat is sec3 in band..
tat wan tat taught miie angklung wen i p4..
now in tuba..
den i went to tok to tat guy.. i asked if he frm TKSS..
he said yea.. den i said in band sec3?
he said.. "im not the one in tuba"
den i was like.. so sry so sry.. so pai seh la.. haiyo..
i so MALU..
den i asked him to delete miie.. haha..
kinda funny..
yEah..
OK.. bak to main prob.. how? How? HOW?
haish! im feeling so down today la!
yet mummy keep on askin miie to study study study!
haish.. beat miie fer not plannin my tuition schedule, so wad la..
PARENTS JUS DON GET IT..
JUS DON GET THE POINT TAT CANING OR BEATING AT THIS AGE IS USELESS!!
they SIMPLY jus don get it..
so stubborn.. so.. ARGH!!
fine la.. xams cuming la. i've studying in the afternoon till nite la..
not enuf meh?
i noe MY WORK ok??
first dynasty is if possible is xia,shang,zhou,qin,han,sui,tang,song.. XD
see!! i noe la!! DUH~
haiyo.. i think i gotta act guai in my mum's presence..
so.. this shld be my last post till mid-yr ends ba..
nitey nitex ; swt drimx..
TA-TA~

i.. errr.. kinda went to zeguang's blog..
and.. after reading his.. err.. posts.. and all the stuff..
i kinda feel bad.. sour..
jus an outburst of emotions went fer miie..
especially.. the.. "i really love u" tat post..
i dunno if its miie la.. but i jus don feel rite..
perharps.. i seriously dunno.. or.. i shldnt.. haf..
entered his blog.. yea.. SHOULDNT haf..
so i wont b feelin so down nw.. haish..
im reallly.. very very sad nw!!
AND I DUNNO WHY?!?!?
CAN SUM1 HELP MIIE OUT!?!??!?!
PLUEZZ????