Sunday, May 21, 2006
ok..
i got sth big to say..
its big to ME..
mayb nt to u..
im sensitive..
like u say..
i am.. but y?
is tat cos u r my fren?
ur words mean alot to mi?
is tat the case?
i don noe..
u can haf ur way of thinking..
ur own perception of mi..
when u ask mi to shuddup..
i noe u r jk..
mayb yes mayb no..
cos u once said..
"she mayb jokin but her eyes shows it all"
i cannot guess wad u r thinkin..
i don noe.. im not like u..
so i dunno if u r jk or nt..
i seriously don..
and u said.. i overreact..
but why?
"is tat a big of a prob?"
yes. to mi.
mayb nt to u.
"hu assumed u were bez frenz wid ariel?"
u really think its mi?
ok.. if u say so..
den i apologise..
sorry..
it may b..
last tym i pang sei..
which later lead u to b wid her.. ok..
nvm.. i apologised..
u can haf fun wid sum ppl..
u can..
i nvr say u cannot..
u r too straight-forward..
ok.. haf u realised..
u were nt like tat b4?
nt tat straight-forward?
huh?
i not sayin u cannot b..
jus tat too much of it..
may hurt..
being tat may oso helps..
and u refrain frm tokin to mi..
doesnt help..
u don gv a shit?
really.. ok den
i don really wan nice words!!
gv mi all ur bad words!!
rite in my face!
i don mind!!
as long as we remain as fren..
u can haf it ur way..
i don wan to end up like u n astrid..
so sour..
so terrible..
badmouthing each oth..
even during netball training..
i wil haf to face u..
by den u wil b gvin mi black face..
den my life wil b so miserable..
u may think im crapping..
u may think i jus treat u like shit..
u may think im like astrid..
u may think im nt as gd as ariel..
u may nt even wan to b frenz wid mi alrdy..
fer wauver thing i do or said last tym..
wauver u tok to ur vict guys..
im nt them.. im diff..
so treat mi in a diff manner...
i noe wad to do nxt tym..
i'll jus treat wadeva u tel mi nxt tym..
all..
all jus as a joke..
so i wont get hurt le..
i jus wana say..
my actions may seem to not care..
but my heart does..
cos u r my fren..
nono..
gd fren or mayb bez..
i jus wish we r stil frenz..
and.. last thing..
sorry~
