Thursday, October 19, 2006
Sorry to myself and youself for being so retarded today. If theres gonna be any changes, im not gonna blame anyone except for myself. I've successfully deluded myself and everyone by being happy. Which is great. Im in need of couselling not because of masturbating, socially rejected or betrayal (applies to only huimin). Im at the brink of collapsing and need no more sympathy from you, anyway u just couldnt care less, make a choice fast to save you and me the hassle. Sure, its a no problem for you to label me that, definitely, why not, its yr opinion, i cant stop it, so be it. And thus i noe there's starting to be more friction and space between us, so are the displeasure of me to u. Forget it, you might as well take a gun and put it into my head. Isnt that better? I admit i get jealous easily, but u gotta admit it too, if not u would not have labelled me that. Im gonna be refined and
culturedcivilised tomoro to make up for today's sin, mark my words.
SOMEONE COUSEL ME PLEASE FOR PETE'S SAKE !
