Thursday, December 07, 2006
OH MY SUN.Im not going out with JET GOH HUAT LENG??!!SO...Stop bugging me about it.
It freaks me out...
Alot!!
I so hate people who uses "lame" inapropriately.
You keep laming people for what?
For example:
A: hiB: hello!A: ...lameA: heyy, ********* is online!B: Oh, ok.A: ...lame& the list continues..*faint*
After today's training,
Im so gonna hate 2 words.
& that is, "On court!" from Mr.Bok
Fangning is so so lucky to be away.
Korea, AHHH, I also wanna go!!
In a few days time, I'll be off to Malaysia.
There is something I wanna make clear ONCE and for all.
It is true that I
had a major crush on him.
But that was the past.
Being a typical immature, naive & childish 12 year old kid
(that was when I just got my PSLE result),
I did things which I considered foolish.
Now, dont think I went uber crazy about him ok.
I just acted retardedly with his presence alright.
But I changed for the better ever since I entered Secondary School.
I stopped being that way 'cos I think its really stupid.
So can y'all accept a brand new me
& allow me to have my dinner peacefully? (Man, Im hungry now!!)
Stop bugging me about it,
'cos I feel hurt.
There are parts of my past which I feel ashamed of.
Be it the things I've done, or seen.
Im trying my very best to put it across to my family
nicely. (Jaime, mummy, daddy, Auntie Catherine...)
Im not desperate to have a partner now,
Cos I know there are more pressing matters to be settled.
& since he's joining the trip,
I feel awkward but..
I'll try to be..
N-A-T-U-R-A-L?
All I need is, y'all to cooperate
& keep your mouth to yourself.
I'll keep things like crushes to myself from today onwards.
ERGH.
Once bitten, twice shy.
