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today was cool, cos there's PE ;D
haha, that was random.

anyway, i stayed back for the stupid art today.
we had to finish the 2 layouts for the cd cover & create a slogan for it. grrr.
everyone had to think, & rethink, then rethink again, cos tan mui mui rejected almost ALL slogans.

some stupid ones:

"the famous four"
"4 as 1"
"slow rock rocks!"
"may the music be revealed"
"get into the groove!"
"F4"

there are lots more retardeds one. its just that i can't rmb. haha. be it stm or whatever.
& how did i come up with this retarded ones? cos gary & jonah asked me to help them think, & so i wrote down what comes into my mind. in the end, all rejected. berry good. ;D

i settled for, "to come as one"
i think. (:
i got stm lah. aiyoooo

after staying back for art, we're suppose to stay for IT.
shiat. i hate it when i have to stay back for lessons.
they just. suck in my opinion.
yupp. so i stayed to finish up my poster.
then michelle came along with a helper. so unfair. she didn't even do anything. im not complaining tho.
i just feel so left out.
she & georgina. astrid as well. blending with their seniors. its like im not suppose to be there, but i am there! oh, i don make any sense.

after finishing my poster THEN i realise ariel & huimin have left. OH. how great.
i am officially a lagger. rejoice. not.
i can't believe they left without telling me lah.
i double-checked with weilin, they didn't even tell me they were leaving.
by right, i normally should be emo-ing.
but then. i was told not to be. ahhh. im so obedient ;D
but again, huimin helped me. so. forget it. massive pangseh. pfft.
i was left alone with weilin, hongyou, asha, clarissa & chiawmin. (all the lingays, ashgays, haha)

ohmy, hell lotsa thank to weilin lah. she helped me with the poster. ALOT!
as in help me undo all that. but i designed the thingy myself. & im pleased with it. (:
after that. i went home lah. erm. DUH~
im being lame. but but but!
im being me(:

all i want is for you to listen:








Listen to the song here in my hearta melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release

Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turnedInto your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]

ListenI am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened
There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed
Aside or turnedInto your own
All 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what
I'm feelingI'm more than what
You've made of meI followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving onIf you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete
Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own - my own