1) slept at 3am, that's fine.
2) getting jealous worn out, that's fine.
3) losing all 3 netball matches, that's fine.
4) failing d&t with an e8, that's fine.
5) vomitted, that's fine.
6) emo-ed, that's fine.

i just noe that, im tahan-ing all this crap.
well, not all of the points but, im just very tired lah.
sometimes i hope i can wake up with just nothing to care about.
im just gonna gv & take now. its okay if you take but don give, wont dwell into it longer.
im just gonna, you noe, stop everything my mind is revloving around now, or i swear you're gonna get more & more pissed with ppl telling you to do this & that, resulting in the ending i never wished for. okay?
i don need much, just ask around (okay, ask michelle -.-), one msg can make my day(:
girls eventually are still girls.
we seriously.... don't expect much. but you just don seem to get my drift.

i've heard from other ppl that you're a "flirt".
& i still jokingly said you're definitely not one, but now im beginning to feel that way.
i justified for you.
nah, i think its just my auto sensors. xDDD
you're not right? (=

& i didnt mean to dao you today lah.

1) outside the soccer field, i didnt reply you cos i was thinking HOW to reply. cos you ask me why i sad. then when i wanna open my mouth to answer you, you turned & walk away. sorry anyways.

2) you took one step forward, i took one step backwards, you took another step forward, i took another step backwards, & then i disappeared. NOW, i didn't even noe i was moving backwards UNTIL huimin tell me k? so i didnt mean it. i guess it just came natuarally or, just like what huimin say, i was.. subconcious. sorry.

3) i gave you that "glare"cos! i THINK i was jealous. i don wanna hide anymore. yes, frens, but still. sorry.

4) i didnt wanna show you my report slip cos i feel ignored. sorry.

whatver it is, im sorry for everything okay.
i'll stop all this nonsense thing frm, tmr. & so this will be the last post abt all this nonsense. the rest of the posts is only gonna contain sweetness(:
so bear with me for one last time. lemme finish my race & get a breather.

if i didnt sit beside you today, i think that's it. poof!

do you noe, even when we conf, i very much wanted to hang but i din?
forget it, thats the past.
i will stop complicating stuff, afterall the sunflower's still in my room.. <3

okay anyway, today's the sports carnival or whatever shit.
we lost all three matches, double boo.
but im not sad abt it, cos we really played well. =/
mark the centre, jeremy the goalkeeper, me the erm goalattack, michelle the wingdefence, sharmane the wingattack, astrid the goalshooter/goaldefence, asha the goalshooter/goaldefence.
for the first match, honestly i was distracted. VERY. sorry guys.
i acted like some crazy maniac shouting across the court, telling siddharth to not obstruct. xD
& i was dang agitated for whatever reasons. so we lost, to 2h.
against 2e was slightly better, i scored one despite victor the 1.8m guy defending me, together with the robert guy. (:
thanks to mark for calling me lagger. (:

i think the best match played is against 2f.
me&asha worked so well. & astrid was fine being goaldefence. she shld have played that position from the beginning lah. =/
& then! i scored another one. hoho.

i still rmb we use to lose to e, f, h: 9-0, 10-0.
so paisehhhhhhhhhhh.
but now its, 2-1, 3-1, 2,0
so much better.
oh& jeremy you played well lah.
!!mark too. should continue with the netball craze xDDDD

everything ended at 6, & i reached home with astrid & michelle at 6.35 to prepare for tuition, feeling dang dang tired. we rushed thru dinner& shower, took a cab & reach there abt 7.35. obviously late. -.-

surprisingly, i did all my work in tuition, keeping rather quiet.
i don noe why too, first time ryan lai never call me to shut up. cos most of the lessons i will be blabbering about nonsensical stuff like, him? xDDD
heehee. i prefer the quiet me(:
more mature. HAHA.

after tuition, me, astrid, mich&huimin went to macs to have supper. everyone was super retarded except for me. lolololol. somehow or rather, the topics of fries came up.
astrid took a super long fry, & a super short one, & said: this is mingyan & michelle.
haha. then it went on & on, going arnd all the couples, but it somehow didnt get to mine.

from that, we start to shape out ppl's hair with the fries.
like ryan's mushroom head& *somebody*'s hair. (:
i was eating my chicken wing & laughing so hard at the same time. huimin choked. you can almost guess how spastic astrid was being. i forgot abt my emo-ness & joined in. i took my chicken wing & pointed to its end, and asked them to guess who's hair it belongs to. so on & so forth. thanks alot man astrid.

its kinda long alrdy isnt it?
yes, can tell i had a long day right.
im so tired, so i shall stop here.
i think im the most tired earthling now.
tata(:

P/S: astrid, gdluck for yr relay(: