Monday, March 12, 2007
Hello.
Im sitting at home waiting for
Astrid to reach my house to do the d&t proj. ;D
My life is so
complicated. =/
& I have concrete evidence to support this inference okay.
Ask either Huimin or Mark.
It's not as if my life ain't complicated enough with my mother lecturing me now & then. I think she's gonna have menopause
real soon. Or either that she just miss my father who's in Italy now. But that doesn't mean she can take it out on me okay. I'm her daughter & she's my mother. No mother would do that to their own blood-related daughter okay. The way my friend's mother react is so different from you can. It's not my fault.
As if that wasn't enough.
There had to be someone to screw everything up even more. Or stupid things thats coming your way. I was alrdy emo-ing. Yet!
Someone had to sent me that kind of message. & I thought the whole school knew. Oh, & why would I ditch him for you. You're just some despo guy whom I thot I knew. & YOU! You could have reacted in a much more sweet way upon hearing that right. pfft. I mean if you don't care, that's fine, but you could, at the very least pretend to care. Okay maybe you actually care, you're lost & all. Okay, I accept. Just.. enjoy your camp.
I'm sorry that I'm actually acting this way but
I can't help it. Just like what Huimin said: I make their life so
boring. 'cos my life is so
screwed up! Or
complicated in a sense.
I think I'm gonna delete this post before he comes back, 'cos I don't wanna affect him.
But for now. This shall serve as a tool for me to vent
all my frustration. Deleting this post actually make everything
pointless. But still..
I miss him.
3days seem eternity. & it seems as if my world
only revolves around him.
I suppose that's
love?
feel the beat. [12:33 AM]
