Friday, May 18, 2007
"Girls, changes is the only absolute in the world,
the only thing you can depend on.
Nothing stays the same.
Tomorrow will come, bring it with new beginnings & sometimes unexpected endings.
You can hold on to the past;
& get left in the dust or you can choose to jump on the ride of life
& life a new adventure with perserverance and an open mind.
When we begin to take our failures non-seriously,
it can only mean we're ceasing to be afraid of them.
It is of immense importance to learn how to laugh at oureselves."
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD
I don't know whether Daddy made this up himself or what.
But it certainly made my day & I won't forget all this. :D
I poured out all to him [not entirely], & that made me relieved, for the first time after so long.
Yeah, I may seem fine, laughing&acting retardedly in front of y'all, surely that would make you think I'm normal. I made my bed, & helped with cooking, yupp, surely that would make Mummy happy. But inside me, there's this awful feeling that just won't go away.
& so.
I indulged in food, laughing & shopping therapy, thinking that it would help.
But that wasn't for long.
Once I get home, I realise all the problems are still there.
That sucks to the core.
But I'm done being like that. It makes me feel lousy&even useless.
So what if he's going to University of England?
So what if I deproved so much this time round?
So what if he's oh so great?
So what? If he's smarter than me?
I still have the chance to turn everything all around. :D
There's still End of the Year.
Things ain't that bad.
My sister also got damn lousy results this time round,
& her PSLE is just round the corner.
Guess we share the same fate huh?
After bawling my eyes out, Mummy took me out for shopping & I bought 20 over pieces of clothings, spent over 600$. =X
& later at the night, Daddy took the whole family out for dinner at Jack's place.
((:
Anyway, today's Mummy's birthday. <33
Cutting cake tonight(:
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With so many things you needa handle&organise,
I'm glad that you're happy. :D
feel the beat. [10:09 PM]
