It's just damn weird that couples grow further after they stead. It's like they're much closer when they're good friends. & I swear that "friend-friend" period is so goddamn blissful. Yes, it is. Everyday's filled with smiles. Not fake ones.

It doesn't mean that after y'all or rather we all are together already, you all stop doing all those "things". You don't talk in school, don't sms, don't chat online, don't talk on the phone. Then you're just steading just for the sake of steading. It becomes kinda pointless right? If I'm in that kinda situation, I think I'll long burst already. Godddddd.
I'm actually about in the same situation. The don't talk in schooooool parttt. =/

I just miss Feb lah.
But it doesn't mean I'm freakin' upset over now.
Don't ever think it's not necessary.
Because to us it is.
I mean, do you really have to do alot? =/

Just don't cross the line lah. Got so hard meh? =//

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Anyway, had so much fun with Georgina, Isabel, Astrid, Sharmane & Michelle after their choir practise today. Hahahahahahah, especially the WATER GAME. !!!
Goddingly funny. HEE!

Before that, was kinda low..
I don't know how, but somehow I spilled the whole bottle of water over Sharmane's work unknowingly. So sorry. I didn't mean it, I was just pondering over some stuffs. One word: distracted, & lack of sleep.

I HAVE ALOT OF PROBLEMS.
MY FAMILY & MY.
FRIENDSHIP AS WELL.
I WANNA DIE ALREADY. GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
I FREAKIN' DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO TO MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER AGAIN.

Phooo. I'll do a really senseless quiz to make myself feel better okay?
From Pamela's (NgeeAnnSec) blog:

Name people you know from A - Z;

[I'll write down who comes into my mind first]

Astrid(:
Bryan
Clarissa
Dean
Eugene
FangNing
Gerald
HuiMin(:
Ivan
Jaime(:
Kenneth
Leon
Michelle(:
Nicole
Olivia
Paesson (omg, why)
Qixiang
Richman
Sharmane(:
Theodore(:
U - I don't remember having a friend's name starting with U =/
Vivian
Wynne
Xianghao
Yuyi
Zhangxin!

1. What does A sms about?
OMG. Haha, anything under the sun? Damn gayy worhzxzxz. xD

2. How many siblings does B have?
I have no idea. I don't even know him well. =/

3.What is C's nickname?
HAHA! DA BU DIAN :D

4. How do you get to know D?
Erm, I think it's because Dean sounds like Eileen, so on the first day of school when I'm sec One, I actually thought there's a guy who share the same name as me. Really really.

5. How despo is E?
He's not despo at all!

6. How much is F older/younger then you?
Younger than me by 8days (:

7. Name of G's best friend?
No idea.

8. Does H knows I?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

9. What happens if J becomes your enemy?
C'MON LAH! WE LIVE TOGETHER. EEEYER!

10. Under what conditions will K & L?
Huh? What?

11. How many ppl do you know with M's initial?
No idea.

12. Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N?
We don't talk on the phone.

13. Do you think O knows P?
YEAH.

14. How geeky is Q?
VERY, he likes GEEK IN THE PINK. You say leh? =P

15. Is R very popular?
Don't keep contact anymore.

16. What happens if S likes you?
Of cos she likes me(:

17. Is T a very random person?
Lol, I guess so? xD

18. How are U and V related?
They are not related in any way.

19. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend?
She's my senior(:

20. When is the last time u met up with X?
THAT CHINA TRIP?

21. Are Y & Z enemies?
NO, think not.

22. Of everyone from A - Z, who do you love the most?
Those with smilies.

23. Will you betray any of them?
Not in any normal circumstances.

24. Have you confessed to anyone from A - Z?
Got lah. & the answer's very obvious.

I don't know whats wrong with Mummy. Seriously.

It's making me suffer so much that I wanna cry. Ewwwww.

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Anyway, I'm kinda emo right now. I don't understand why either.

School was fine today, with Astrid making me laugh out loud uncontrollably.

That's why I say you can never be emo with Astrid around. It's very hard. You know? :D

[p/s: Astrid, that's a compliment already(: ]

For the first time,

I'm scared.

I shouldn't love you but i want to

I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you but i can't move

I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not

Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know

This feelings takin control

Of me and i can't help it

I wont sit aroundI can't let him win now

Though you should knowI've tried my best to let go of you

But i don't want toI just gutta say it all before you go

Just so you know

It's gettin hard to

Be around you

Theres so much i can't say

And do you want me to hide the feelings

And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm notC

ause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know

This feelings takin control

Of me and i can't help it

I wont sit around

I can't let him win now

Though you should know

I've tryed my best to let go of you

But i don't want toI just gutta say it all before you go

Just so you know

This emptyness is killin me

I'm wonderin why i've waited so long

Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken

Now i'm waitin here

Been waitin here

Just so you know

This feelings takin control

Of me and i can't help it

I wont sit around

I can't let him win now

Though you should know

I've tryed my best to let go of you

But i don't want toI just gutta say it all before you go

Just so you know

Damn. This song feels so right. =/

KANASAI !!!!

Blogger sucks to the core!


The post I blogged ytd cannot appear due to..
I don't know what. WTFFF.
So pissing off. Grrr.

TK Band rocks. (:
I finally get to hear them play. Again.
It's been don't know how long. Ahhhh.
Hehe. & I don't look like some sec1 obsessing over TK Band like some crazy immature woman lah. xD

Anyway, I'm so freakin' tired today. Slept at 2 last night, printing stuffs for d&t, Art, Geog when we don't really need it the next day. Goddamn tired. Was literally in lalaland every lesson, especially HCL. Their new georgeous table's tempting me to lie on it & sleep(: Yeah!

& whoa! I can do quadratic graphssss :D




Tuition tmr again. Eeeeeyer. =P


I'm determined to sleep early tonight.
I don't care.
Buh-bye.

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replies to tags

Alison; HAHA, yeah. I got a shock too. :l
Sharmane; YEAH. Powderful righttsss? :D
Mark; AH PEK. Don't blame it on the chair or the angle of the photo lah, asswipe =P
HuiMin; He's gna rock at speech and? lololololol. xD

I'm like so no life now. =/
I'm actually doing Geography Bonus. =//
I'm on it like since, 1hour agooo. =///
I don't wanna fail Geog again, so this serves as a back-up. Hmmm.

You're required to like do this:

Bonus:
Pupils can also do your own reasearch on the following:
1) Causes and Effects of Increased Greenhouse Effect, Global Warming, and Ozone Depletion.
2) What could be done to minimize the impact?
3) What are some of the international organizations that aims to protect and save the environment?
4) What are some of the measures that Singapore has taken to reduce the emission of greenhouse gases and CFCs?

Besides doing my own share, I'm suppose to finish another share. (Okay, what rubbish I'm uttering? TOO MUCH OF GEOG LE LAH!) But I'm not complaining. Just a little PEKCEK. You know? Like today's the last day of Holiday. Supposedly, you should be enjoying the last day like some crazy bom bom but you're down here doing your efffing Geog bonus when you can actually give it a miss & still ace your blooooody Geog.
AHHHH. Seriously so no life. I feel like Mark. -.-
I might not finish the whole bonus thingyy. 'cos it shoo sian worzszxzszx !

Anyway, my brother's work:

My interest in European history was piqued when I travelled to Paris when I was
ten years old. Faced with a city choke full with history, I realised there was
so much I did not know as I gazed around at historical sites such as the Palace
of Versailles and the Arch De Triompe, all of which bore little significance to
me then. But I was intrigued by the tales of revolution and conquests that the
tour guide spoke of, intrigued enough to start reading up about France so that
when I next returned to Paris at age fourteen, I knew about Louis XII. But it
was not until when I was seventeen and on my third return to Paris, having
studied the French Revolution in my first year in junior college, that I began
to understand more about French history. Since age ten, I have thus been reading
up on history, in particular European history and it seems like a natural
progression that I should pursue this love at the degree level
now.


I believe that I have much to contribute to the university, both academically
and socially. Speech and Drama classes I attended at the age of four equipped me
with the proficiency and control over the English Language to engage in public
speaking confidently and as a member of my Church's Lectors Society, i get to
practise this skill regularly, proclaiming God's Word to my church congregation
weekly . This is an ability which is bound to come in handy during group
discussions and presentations. A trumpeter in the school military band, I was
also the band’s Assistant Band Major, an appointment which allowed me to hone my
leadership skills as I learnt to handle the day to day affairs of running an
eighty-members strong organisation and resolving the problems that coped up
along the way, an experience that has thus left me well suited to taking up
leadership positions in clubs and societies within the university should the
opportunity arise. I also took part in the Odyssey of the Mind, an international
creative problem-solving competition where i learnt the importance
of teamwork as my group drew upon each other's strength to produce the best
presentation possible. The determined, never-say-die attitude we adopted
whenever we ran into difficulties during the course of the competition was
vindicated when the team clinched second spot at the national level. Finally I
am also passionate about football, music and cooking and it is my hope that I’ll
be able to continue to nurture these passions at one of the university’s many
clubs and
societies.


I am currently taking a Gap Year to serve my National Service, a compulsory term
of military service. There are many positives to take away from this experience
that will come in useful to helping me cope with the demands of a challenging
History education in the university. The level of maturity and independence I
have gained during the course of my National Service will undoubtedly hold me in
good stead during my years studying overseas away from home as I have learnt to
fend for myself in the army while adapting to living independently without the
comforts of family. I am confident that this will, in turn, help me to adjust
quickly to life overseas and settle down with minimum hassle, ensuring that my
studies will not be adversely affected in any way.

Yeah! That's his blooody thing. That thing you gotta write to University so that you'll be accepted. WTHHHH. His English is like, so pro. =/
Give it a miss if you think its too lengthy.

Okay.
BACK TO GEOGGGGGGGGGGG. =/

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Wtf?
Mummy&Daddy, don't give me that bullshit can?
Please?
I'm begging you, nicely (:

(:
I'm so proud of myself.
& let me tell you why. I walked all the way from Balestier to Novena Square, then to Novena MRT station. Took a train back from Novena to CityHall, CityHall back to PayaLebar. Then I took 135 from there back home.
OMG. Cool right. I didn't take a cab back. Saved 9$. TEEHEEHEE :D

Haha, before that, I was spending time with Astrid, Michelle&Sharmane. SLEEPOVER WAS GREAT :D

Maybe just except that, Michelle&Astrid kept disturbing me&Sharmane when we're like trying to get our beauty sleep early in the morning. We slept at 3, gossiping&chatting. About last year's HomeEcons, blahs&blahs. Damn FUNNY I swear (:
but they kept bullying my PIG! Wailiaooooooooz eh.
):

Anyway, some photos at K-box (:








Okay, I damn lazy to blog right now.
Go read either, HuiMin/Astrid/Sharmane/Michelle's blog. I think they'll update.
Since.. it's sucha a wonderful dayyyyyyyy :D

D&T
Maths
Geography
Literature
Art
History
Chinese
English

:D
I finish most of my work, cool huh?
Hehe, I'M SO HIGH ON OXYGEN :D

& shhhh, I'm not telling.. (:
Ytd&today's great. :D
Theodore made me laugh like some madddd person. :D
It works like nothing in the world okay?
It made me forget about ME-MOTHER thing, the going out thing, the netball bullshit, the tuition crap, some annoying arses, & last but not least, forget that I'm a bloooody worry-wart! (:
Mannn, it's workin' up till now.

THURSDAY EVEN BETTER,
SLEEPOVER BABEH (:

& OOH-LA-LA,
MONDAY = SCHOOL RE-OPEN.
CRANKINESS RESUMES :DDDDDD

Don't minddd me.

[P/S: I'm all my written diary away. So paiseh lah today. Brrrr]

Went to Cineleisure with the Fruitlings yesturrrdayyy (:
I was being crazy on the phone with HuiMin about being "glam" just the night before. xD
But everything turned out unglammmm. 'cos my sister kept laughing&laughing at me, that I change my outfit. Pfft.

Anyway, it was pretty alright. Watched Ocean Thirteen(:
Kinda, weird show. Didn't get it at all. :S
Maybe due to the temperature of the cinema? Damn, it's so cold that I was shivering all the wayyyy. & I don't like the popcorn there. Rawr.

Alot of things kinda caught my attention, but I didn't went all the way to find out their "background". Like you know, price&whatever, check it out or something, 'cos the guys are there. Sooooo lame. Come to think of it now, I'll say it's downright stupid of me. xD
I'm going back there someday, Heren&CineLeisure. HMPH.
I miss that Winnie the Pooh on sale for $22.50 (!!!!)
I didn't get anything at all as a result ):

Next time, don't ask me to organise but y'all don't give me any ideas okay? I can get everyone out, but the activities we're gonna do? Don't put me in charge okay? We end up standing there, blocking everyone's path. xD
OR walking from Cine to Heren then to Ngee Ann City, just to walk back.. again?
I just had training the day before, & now you're asking me to walk back & forth? I cannot take it one lah. Damn. I can't even move now. Thanks ;S

Whatever it is, I still had fun somehow with all the little little things/jokes summed up all together(:



HuiMin]; Lololololol. Okay. (:
Michelle]; Nope, I'm not taking it down. xD
Astrid]; !!! Hello! HOW'S BITAN & SNORKELING? I miss you (:
Meiling]; I will (:
Boonmay]; COOL RIGHT. must share good news with everyone what (:
Asha]; HAHA, jealous ah? Fly to China now. Have fun =P
Cheryl]; HAHAHAHAH. ;D

BOONMAY THOUGHT SHE WAS GONNA DIE FOR

NETBALL TODAY

AND LIVE IN HISTORY :D

Ohmygod, its so hilarious.
Today's training was damn tough, & Boonmay thought she was gonna die for netball as we did:
Pushups(Girls), Sit-ups, Active warm-up, Court Work & many many drills. We did roughly 100 about each of them I think. Whatever it is, it's a killer. & this is without Mr Bok eh, imagine with him around man. :S

Yah so she was like;
"Wah, I really cannot take it sia, I thought I was gonna die for netball eh. Then I think think, so wasted lah! Like so diao to die for netball right. Aiyy then I go the damai senior. I tell her, I cannot see anything. I going to die liao. You know I cannot see y'all the face leh, I only can see dots&dots, & the colour. So scary lah. I everyday stay at home touch com now suddenly ask me to run, siao ah?"

Ohmygawd. It's so so hilarious. Everyone laughed like madddddddd.
Boonmay's so funny, her hairstyle too.
Hehe =P

Then the Damai senior was like looking at her, trying to believe her. Wah, then she can get to rest while the rest chiong like mad cows. !!!
& we ran 2km for warm-down. (!!!!!!)
Can die lor :S

After training, we went to VariNice for dinner&bubble tea. Strawberry milk tea's the love man :D
Talked&talked. About horoscope, & some detestful people. Man. I didn't know I'm so stale. About 75% the stuff they were talking about were new to me. =/
But now I know who to guard against. So it's alright. Heeeee. (:
Today's fun, but tomorrow will be even better.

Will be going out with the fruits to Cineleisure, 1pm tmr.

You know what? My mother initially didn't allow me to go. Wth, she said I keep requesting to go out. & I've not been studying. Hello? I've been doing my holiday H/W at home when most of my friends are out, enjoying themselves. It's the holidays you know. I don't see why I can't go out if my sister can go out when her PSLE is like round the corner. Bias much? & I've not gone out once this holiday. That's already like so no life. So what you want me to do? Study huh? You study lah, so pro. Just get over my results lah, it's like so old already.

& so I was crying. For what, I didn't know.
& Mark was on the line. Was asking him if he can go. Didn't wanna quarrel with my mother in front of him so.. Grrrrrrr. >=/

Luckily I'm allowed to go out man or I will
@#$%^&^* #$$ %#^%&& #$#^%&$& @$#^#%^ #$@#^

Phewwwww.
I'm getting a headache.
Ciaosss. (:

Was on the phone with HuiMin earlier, talked about this friday's upcoming fruitlings gathering. We're going to Orchard. Actually, I haven't got the permission to go out yet. =X
Dean's going, Ariel's going, HuiMin's going, Michelle's going, Sharmane's going, Theodore's going. What a rare thing! So many people's going. If I can't go out, I swear I'll kick&curse. I already got rejected TWICE by my mother -.-
The first time was that Suntec thingy.
& the second time was that MPL thingy.
Walao, it's the holidays lah can? & the reason she give me is.
"oh, you've not been behaving. I want you to study."
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's the holidays! Bloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooody.

Forget about that. It's so pissing off. >=/
Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyy,
Next week's Thursday is the sleepover at my house. (:
At least that's something to be happy about. Hees. Michelle, Astrid, HuiMin & I were all discussing about it at Macs after Maths tuition. We're erm, going to Marina Sq & Bugis on the same day. Aiyyy. It was kinda messed up as different people want to do different thing & the timing kinda suck. I'm gonna use this opportunity to get all the things I want done. So yah. Sorry for the inconvenience caused. x)

So here's the plan:

BUGIS;
Get my phone done, nicely(:
Astrid's bag for her dear Pattaya Choir trip
HuiMin's shoe, I guess
& Neoprints together :D

MARINA SQ;
My wallet, thankyou(:
K-BOX

Were planning to include Plaza Singapura&Suntec inside. But we realise we didn't really have alot of time. So yupppppp =/
I actually wanted to catch a movie, but looking at our tight-schedule, I kept my mouth shut =X

Aha! I know how to do that P.Theorem today.
Feel so proud of myself. AHHHHHHHHHH :D

It's the holidays! I wanna go out more, More, MORE!
& there's still training tomorrow! Wth. With or without Mr Bok, the training is still as tough. =/
Muscles aching, I can't even walk. That's how bad it is. Haiyyyyyy.

OMG.
Just finish catching up with Leon's blog.
Whoa, lotsa thing happened eh?
I find Leon's reply to that "xiao mei mei" extremely hilarious.
Anyway, hope things are alright now. (:

I got rejected twice to go out. Damn sian. They're still unhappy over my results. -.-
But should be able to get outta house the next time I ask since I've been a good girl completing all my holiday homework. (!!!)

Here's the plan:

1) Watch at least 3 movies this June (: [*hints hints*]
2) Go ice-skating with whoever
3) Ummm, the sleepover with the girls :D
4) K-BOX rock&roll (:

Did I mention my birthday's like shit?
So to make up, I'm gonna spend the rest of the June like some crazy wild hog. xD
Even though with all the crazy netball training coming up, I'm gonna do it. Yupp, training tmr. Sian. Why do I get the feeling that I'm outta school team? Not been attending training. Haiyyy. Just hope I do decently tmr. No screaming from Mr Bok, Im contented. Don't have to play me in. (:

I'm still not done with the post on China. x)
Sorry, 'cos Blogger's being a bitch.
I gotta rearrange the thing for so many times that it gets on my nerves.
Very tiring for the eyes too you know.

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I'm back :D



I had so much fun. <3
Okay, as promised:
[Based on Chronological order, I think]


Headed for the airport at FOUR.
Bumped into ChiawMin, Clarissa, Michelle&her Pooh bear.
Haha. Weilin&Asha came & sent us off. Coolness. :D






}Outside the gates





}Changi's toilet xD




}I got the window seat :D






}TWO gay-fag, Michelle&Sharmane





}Camwhore, on the plane




}Stopover at Guangzhou






}On the way to Dongbei Yucai Foreign School



{Their school :D





{We stayed at room 218 :D



{Room mates





{My bed, Upper bunk xD
Their bed's solid man. Damn solid xD




{The "pail" where you put all the stuffs you need for bathing
WTH! TOLIET NO DOOR.
So for the first night, we not only gotta bath uncomfortably but also with cold water.
Brrrr.
So not used to it.


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