I don't know whats wrong with Mummy. Seriously.
It's making me suffer so much that I wanna cry. Ewwwww.
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Anyway, I'm kinda emo right now. I don't understand why either.
School was fine today, with Astrid making me laugh out loud uncontrollably.
That's why I say you can never be emo with Astrid around. It's very hard. You know? :D
[p/s: Astrid, that's a compliment already(: ]
For the first time,
I'm scared.
I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit aroundI can't let him win now
Though you should knowI've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want toI just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know
It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm notC
ause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want toI just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know
This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want toI just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know
Damn. This song feels so right. =/