Thursday, July 12, 2007
I really have no wish to address this problem, but it looks like I have to. =/
Don't I? Okay, I try.
Note: I'm not trying to go against anyone. Really.
Okay, so.
One, the make-up thing -.-
I did not start that trifle. I have no idea who was putting make-up until I was told. & no one told Asha about the make-up thing. Everyone's saying how obvious it is & whatsnot. I was told it was sunblock. I believed that until it was proved otherwise. No one gives a shit about whoever puts make-up, but just don't deny. Understand? We definitely won't not be your friend just bcos you put make-up. That's like so ridikulus. I think everyone's just not happy about the denying part lah, & not cos you put make-up. Lol.
Two, I don't remember confronting three-to-one. xD
Sorry but I really cannot remember. Refresh my memory pleaseeeeee.
(This ain't sarcasm)
Three, class teeeeee shirt..
God, I have nothing to do with this shit man. & why didn't I stay neutral?
It's definitely not bcos I'm closer to Astrid. Definitely not. Get that into your head.
& why am I closer to Astrid instead of you in the first place?
You freakin' take me as a substitute for Ariel.
Four, look.
Who's calling off the friendship?
Five, stop it with the "brainwash" thing. That's the funniest of all. Seriously. xD
Honestly, who's doing the brainwashing?
xDDDDD
One last thing:
This is to prevent any more misunderstanding.
Our friendship seems bleak even without the problems of my relationship. That, you have to know. Bcos even without "those", there's no way we can continue being good friends. & even if we get back together, there's no way we can be like before. At least, I can't.
Astrid did not poke her nose into just anybody's business. Same goes for Michelle. They're my good friend, & they actually understand how I feel and they think that's unfair for me. & that's why they actually speak up for me. Understand? But that no longer's in my mind anymore.
I don't & won't wanna list out what I'm unhappy with you. 'cos it's really pointless going on like that. You go up to those whom I've just finished talking to just to ask whether I badmouthed you. -.-
Pointless ain't it?
I don't even wanna waste my energy badmouthing you to everyone I see.
If you freakin' dislike me, then please show me attitude.
Don't smile to me & talk to me nicely in school then go back home & type one long essay with all the displease you have about us. That's not only scary, but also hypocritical to me.
The only time when the word "hypocrite" can actually squeeze in, is for our IPW.
We still got work to do isn't it?
Now I'm officially putting myself outta this huge mess.
Y'all can go ahead & say whatever y'all want, bcos I no longer care.
I'll just take you as someone who's there like Francis. Yeah. I'll still talk to you nicely. (:
I don't hate you.
Hating someone actually consumes energy, & those energy can actually be used for greater good
;D
You'll definitely not be happy after reading this, that I'm sure.
Sorry if I offended anyone, because that really isn't my intention.
& oh, after all I've typed, there's bound to have some problems with my english. I'm so sorry but I'm already improving on it. Moreover, blogging serve as a mean to improve one's english isn't it? But of cos it would defeat the whole purpose if eUu typeszx lyksz dishhx lahzzSz. ;D
; I'm keeping my fingers crossed
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On the other hand, I'm really glad I sorted some stuff out.
I did it for everyone's sake. :P (!!! jk)
We're still friends forever.
You're irreplaceable ;D
Gimme some time, I believe I can get over it. (:
